I’m done, live your life I hope you go on adventures, discover who you are, get drunk a thousand times, make millions and yes, fall in love with someone who appreciates you like I wish you had let me do. I wish you happiness, that’s what you have always deserved. And I’m so sorry I wasn’t that happiness. But I’m not going to sit here and let you tear me apart, I get that you have your problems, and I get that you don’t like talking about your feelings, but if you even gave the slightest shit about me you’d at least make an effort to do so. I poured myself out to you, you walked away countless times. And I never begged you to stay because I’m not going to force you into something you don’t want. I really don’t care if you find this annoying or you’re tired of me lecturing you about this because I’m tired of being ignored especially when I for one, actually care about you. So you can say your "I’m sorry’s" but they don’t mean shit to me anymore, I’m not going to let you play mind games with me all I wanted was answers, you couldn’t even give me that. So this is what it’s coming down to, I never wanted to hurt you never in my life would I have wanted that . If you think you have the capacity to tell me how you feel, do it now because I’m not going to be your sometimes.
I wish I could fix you (via sadandraddreams
You don’t realize how alone you are until you’re staying up every night thinking about things you should never think of and you cant tell anybody because you have nobody to tell.
7/1/14 (via marijuananirvana
(Source: phyxiated, via autumnlungs)
I hate myself and I want to die (: